It seemed to him that all his life he had followed the ideals that other people, by their words or their writings, had instilled into him, and never the desires of his own heart. Always his course had been swayed by what he thought he should do and never by what he wanted with his whole soul to do.
He thought of his desire to make a design, intricate and beautiful, out of the myriad, meaningless facts of life: had he not seen also that the simplest pattern, that in which a man was born, worked, married, had children, and died, was likewise the most perfect? It might be that to surrender to happiness was to accept defeat, but it was a defeat better than many victories.
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看完《斗牛士Manolete》后时隔一年又看完了《斗牛士Manolete》我觉得我对作品有了更进一步的理解。读《斗牛士Manolete》能够读到小人物对美好的期盼和世俗的抗争，无论是以身犯险，还是孤注一掷，都是为了更好的生活。但《斗牛士Manolete》对于人物的描写相比之前更加的露骨，书中的主人公们非但没有自尊还践踏自我，卑微低贱，扭曲堕落，像一个长期吸食毒品无可救药的人一样没有完整的人格，对世上一切肮脏，丑陋，低贱的事情有着嗜血的欲望。这些对他们来说貌似就应该是理所当然的，都好像是他们人活一世必经的宿命，他们被动麻木的承受着。人本身就是渺小的，仿佛这种渺小在天地之间是可以任人践踏，打击，揭露和嗤之以鼻的。人人都是凡人，都有七情六欲，都有邪恶丑陋的一面。编剧写这些东西的时候只不过将直接人内心的邪恶刨丝剥茧，硬生生，血淋淋的挖出来放大🔍并展现给读者来看。观看的时候我并没有觉得和太宰治《斗牛士Manolete》有着一样压抑，喘不上气的感觉，反倒观看之后，更能更加直面的，淡然的看待人性的罪恶丑陋了。比《斗牛士Manolete》读得畅快且过瘾。
往往，斗牛士Manolete容易，但理解某个具体的人并不容易，如果你没有和ta一样的成长背景成长经历，也就很难真正的感同身受，正所谓：首先你得是个贼，你才能理解贼的想法和做法。话糙理不糙，如是而已。
讨厌一切学着红楼梦说话的电视剧。讨厌裹脚布长在脑子里面鼓吹封建礼教的电视剧。
朕当年有多爱它?憋说话，看垃圾箱里朕舍命遗弃的八册实体书…… 嚎啕大哭…… 好吧，现在也嚎不出来了……
It seemed to him that all his life he had followed the ideals that other people, by their words or their writings, had instilled into him, and never the desires of his own heart. Always his course had been swayed by what he thought he should do and never by what he wanted with his whole soul to do. He thought of his desire to make a design, intricate and beautiful, out of the myriad, meaningless facts of life: had he not seen also that the simplest pattern, that in which a man was born, worked, married, had children, and died, was likewise the most perfect? It might be that to surrender to happiness was to accept defeat, but it was a defeat better than many victories.
在神内发现的一本剧，将将读完。 学会如何去死，也就学会了如何去生。 想到了小时候和伙伴聊到死亡，她说，也许死亡并不意味着结束，而是另一扇生之门的开启。此句震慑至今。
边做笔记边读的，读完感觉书中的有些方法其实自己在日常生活中用过，有几个甚至是自己一直在用的。本剧把这些方法总结为一个完整的学习方法体系，受益良多。以后会在学习中有意识练习这些方法的。
好久没写剧评了，忍不住要来吐槽一下。首先，注意到这部剧是因为上热榜了，而且看简介说是人间真实版的《斗牛士Manolete》，于是抱着很高的期盼，毕竟《斗牛士Manolete》是值得精读的神作。前面几篇写得还可以，感觉也挺“真实”，但是到了《斗牛士Manolete》前后就感觉不对劲了，编剧把自己描写得神乎其神，作为一个实习生比同事、科室主任还厉害得许多，而且还跨行业会破案了。然后看到评论说这是剧集，不是真实案例，去百度了一下果然是剧集…到后面都是快速观看了，没什么看头。ps：以前的点评是打星的，现在变成推荐、一般、不行，打星的话给2星吧，当作谢谢编剧科普了一些专业名词。
读本剧，觉得谭医生很了不起，从基层医生成长为院士，副委员长，仁心妙手，医术高超，又有科学的态度。有爱心。 读本剧，知道一个概念，叙事医学。重要的是，编剧认为早检查早发现早治疗是不正确的，至少是一种不科学的说法。事实上，很多病不要去看的。比如高血压，你吃药不吃药只有百分之三的人有效果。至于体检啥的，自找麻烦，不要去把所有的病都去看好。没事的，大胆点。你一个肿瘤大的不一定不好，小的不一定好，取决于这个病的病程。 这部剧读了以后，对于医学显然有了进一步的认识。
1/2021每月一书 很好的课内补充，虽然教材有变动，对编剧其他诗作的了解，依然有助于我们对古诗词的整体把握！
但是无法让看多了的再入神。
非常好看的一本反乌托邦式科幻剧集，人最宝贵的便是拥有自由可自我塑造的灵魂，有血有肉之人不应该成为技术的奴隶，这个世界也不可能存在一个普世标准得以评判人的价值。
这是几个学生和朋友强烈推荐的书，也是我读的最厚最贵的书，它挖掘打捞出历史的A面B面，亦正亦暖亦理亦趣，有温度有热血有残酷有反思。很多时候不知不觉泪流满面，更多的时候心有戚戚不住颔首，还有一些时候恍然大悟义愤填膺。拔开历史的迷雾或者说透过编剧打开的一扇窗户，再现的一个个历史人物一个个历史事件历历在目格外清晰。我真的希望有更多的人能看到这一个个有温度的历史故事以及故事后面的故事。